Archive for May, 2008

8 habits/facts about ME

Thursday, May 22nd, 2008

HABIT ONE:
Sgt xsuka kalau toilet bowl kotor..So, cepat2 nak gosok xhengat bowl tu. InsyaAllah bila sesapa dtg umah akan puas ati ngan toilet bowl I tau. (agak2 bowl kotor tu maksudnya I extremely bz sampai xperasan pon bowl tu kotor..huhu)


FACT TWO:
Ter’suka membebel..esp bila ada hubby n anak nie.even my bro/sis pon xlrt nk layan I membebel tau..sob..sob..sob some more…al-maklumla..hidden talent yg br di discover lps jadi bini org.


HABIT THREE:
Once in a blue moon..bila dtg angin kus kus tu esp time pub holiday n got nothin to do, penyakit ‘keje nak mop lantai’ akan datang.time tu bila lantai rasa cam bminyak jek nk mop terus.habis satu rumah I mop.sib baik umah kecik..kalau besar mau patah pinggang tau. sedey gak sbb smenjak dh kembali bkerja ni angin tu jrg dtg..tu yg rumah xmenyempat2 nak mop tu. kalau dulu masa buat master/part-time hwife, hari2 la tgk keje mok lantai tau.siap pakai kain buruk..bukannye pakai mop.Ganas tak???


FACT FOUR:
KURUS KEDING;KURUS LIDI;TOO SKINNY but definitely not the type who vomit like Hell sampai intestine pon tkeluar..yulksss…


FACT FIVE:
My UNI-mates used to call me ‘Ratu Gossip’ dulu2 tau. Entah dari angle mana yg derang tgk I ni ala-ala ratu gossip pon xtau.Yg I tau I’ll always be the last person on earth to detect any type of gossip.duh…*straight face*


FACT SIX:
Sentiasa bermuka masam. Reason behind I don’t want people to tegur me la.better to be kera sumbang or katak bwh tempurung than to have complicated n not-so-good relationship with people. I used to be that person but I slowly change since we need friends to cheer up and add some spice in our life maa.*hmm..does that really works though??*


HABIT SEVEN:
this one i only traced it when i have my boyfren n Girl.
I love the smell of my boyfren..also my Girl..shedappp bau derang..busuk pon shedappp jugak..hmm..mesti sbb penangan ‘ferromones’..


FACT EIGHT:
suke korek telinga..muahahahaha..even telinga Girl pon mama dia nk korek jugak..hahaha..slalunya tengah2 sedap korek telinga tu akan terfikir,”macam dh korek tlinga dh smlm??”..hihi *Gross Face*


there you go…8facts/habits..I can list more but it’s better to keep it though.

Today

Tuesday, May 13th, 2008

Today  was not so miserable, depressed, horrible day i guess (since it’s only 11.02am though)

Alhamdulillah..till then..we’ll see in the afternoon plak..hmm..

Hopefully this "OK” word will comes.

Whatever!!

Tuesday, May 13th, 2008

Have you ever feel like you’re at your lowest level ever?

Now i’m tellin u guys that i’m one of that ”you” who still stuck on this level and probably still crawling and climbing up the stairs to find my way outta this HELL.

Well, I’m good at pretending though. You can see me happy, laughing with at most of the time. But, deep inside..my heart was torn out or broke into tiny tiny pieces with no possibility of gluing it back.

I have everything in this world and yet I don’t have anything at all.

If only i could be somethin else other than HUMAN for at least 1day!! I could be a box or plastic bag or what-so-ever. Janji bukan Manusia, yg punya hati & perasaan…huhuhuhuhu….

Hope tomorrow will better..

Happy Mother’s Day (Erm..sort of belated ;)))

Sunday, May 11th, 2008

Salam to all esp. mothers out there,
I know it’s kinda late, but maybe it’s not ”too little too late” rite.
I wanna take this chance to wish all mothers, Happy Mothers Day. (y they used happy??why not joy, exciting etc..erm…???nevermind..)

To my mother..Selamat Hari Ibu..i love you with all my heart.(though mines quite small but it has allocations for each and every person that i loved). Nothing could ever replace you..i wish i can give you everything in return, but nothing can buy your true love, devotions, passions, patience that you gave me.

‘’semoga mak panjang umo, murah rezeki (dpt cucuk lagik), dpt pegi aji cepat ngan abah dan segala-gala doa yg mak deserve to dapat.Amin.”

As for me (sob..sob..), sadly Girl didn’t wish me yesterday though (sob..sob again..).But nevermind..it’s enuff for me to her grows so fast that i missed her tiny tiny fingers during her birth..huhu..

As for my ”mak mertua”,
”mak..i wish you a happy mother’s day too. may all your worries and sadness will turn to sand and washed away forever. I wished i have that chance to say that ”l love you too”..maybe that time will come someday..hopefully..Amin”

As for me again,
i finally knew what it feels like to be a mother when i gave birth to Aleeya, watching her grow, dealing everyday worries about her..and the feeling would never end as long as I’m a mother. even though sometimes i do complain but it’s only meaningless words from an unconscious & tired little mother in which i did regrets after i became conscious & not so tired anymore.hihi..
nevermind, ones always learn from their own mistakes. I’m pretty sure that i’m a good mother. everyone’s a good mother…at least for once.

niway..Happy Mother’s Day. Actually every day is a mother’s day..1

Mother and mother-to-be someday….

Updates..after a long silence..

Thursday, May 8th, 2008

Four jobs I have had in my Life


  1. therapeutic radiographer (has owes been my dream job to be part of the RT team)
  2. a wife
  3. a mama
  4. an irritated person who nag so much that no one would even listen..hah!


Four movies I have watched more than once:


  1. Lord of The Rings
  2. Sweet November (love Keanu so much..cried each time i replay that movie..huhu)
  3. Chicken Little (dunno why i replayed it though…??)
  4. many more..that i can’t remember the title lah..

 
Four places I have lived:
 

  1. Bangi, Selangor
  2. Sentul, KL (really miss those times…)
  3. Bukit Gambir & Gelugor, Penang
  4. Miri…owes in my heart..
  5. currently in Balok, Pahang…five oredy?

Four places I have been:
 

  1. have never been to overseas yet..sob..sob..
  2. the answer would be the same as above..haha
  3. erm..
  4. erm..erm..think hard!!!


Four of my favorite foods:

  1. my mum’s cooking la of course..
  2. lambchop..yummy..i hate steak though ;((
  3. erm…aik..no idea oredy..
  4. erm..againnnn….fuh..

(based on the answers above..surely i’m the person who eat less n obviously no interest on food. i eat for life!)

Four places I would rather be right now:

  1. no 23, Lrg Baluk Makmur 34, Taman Balok Indah, 26100, Kuantan..my house larr..
  2. would n will owes wanting to be in 512, Kg Lembah Hijau, Jln Riam, 98000, Miri Sarawak..(miss my parent so muc!!)
  3. in heaven…(sapa la xnk jd ahli syurga..mintak2 dpt hidayah cepat..Amin)
  4. in a box..so that no one finds me!!!

Four things I am looking forward to this year:

  1. hmm..salary increment by Pak Lah’s government..bila la lecturer ni nk naik gaji..
  2. Hari Raya with my family in Miri..1st comeback raya wit sista..
  3. money pouring down from the sky…so that i can quit job n break & settle contract with I*U*
  4. to have another baby..haha..poyo je nie..haha (okay..okay..NEXT plzzzz)

TV shows that I watch:

  1. House..(sbb wan tgk..i pon join jek la)
  2. Desperate Housewives (am i one of them?????)
  3. Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader (wish that show was in Malaysia..surely the producer will bankrupt..haha..prove that the western people are stupid etc)
  4. Bella..sbb nama anak pompuan Syah (played by not-so-handsome-anymore Azhar Sulaiman) sama ngan nama Aleeya..suke tgk Aleeya heran napa org lm TV panggil dia..hihi (giggles politely…)

Sorry for this late updates. Currently been very busy with this work thing. As usual hav to entertain other people 1st since they have been spending tonnes of money paying for my salary..and also..this internet i’m using are theirs.so, xbole lawan tokei la..

Updates on Aleeya a.k.a Girl

She lose couple of grammes of her weight due to recurrent flu n cough…almost 2months oredy.doctor said that it will only stop until she reach 5yrs..Haaaaaaaaaaaa…(Jaw dropped. Kinda misunderstood..hihi).

Apart from that..she is still a happy little girlish Girl. Temper tantrums come occasionally esp. after ’school-time’. Maybe she did not get the attention that she usually got from her former babysitter kut. That’s why i will owes be the one who need to deal with it. Pity me..lucky her Ayah. By the time her Ayah got back from work..the anger dh sort of went down oredy.

Still..apart from that..she can speaks out 2suku kata oredy. But mainly on simple word like Bibi, Tido, minum..so on..(can’t even remember at this moment lar…). Then she can sings that one particular song that i hav no idea what that song was..All i heard was..

”titak diam..titak diam..cumm..cum..cum..yeay..(clapping her hand)”


Maybe they usually sing it during ‘’school-time” maybee…need to find out one day!

Hmm..what else..??(runs out of ideas…)

Okay..Updates on me. Still single (in terms or body..not carrying any particular object associated..hihi).

Still skinny..becoming more ‘’skinnier” (if there’s such term exist) i guest..in other word..sudah semakin kurang mantap sbb x exercise  maa..

think i need to reorganise myself..esp on my working schedule (byk main, gossip..etc), reincarnate myself for better me, rejuvente myself for healthy me, rearrange my sense of fashion..so that i’ll not be one of that outdated n offtrack mama!!!..most important is to be my own-self n not becoming other person..(huhu..tetiba jiwang kejap..)

niway, enuf of me..till then..bubye…